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December 21, 2010 at 5:32 pm | Posted in orange | 1 Commentsigh, this always happens.
everytime i fall hard for someone…it happens like this:
- they catch me off guard and do some major flirting
- i finally get it through me that they might be into me, i think to myself, oh wow, i’m really into them
- time goes by and the whole time i’m still into them
- meet up again, and nothing reciprocated
- yet, i am still in deep crush…
happens. every. time.
- then i do stupid stuff then spend time alone kicking myself for falling for it.
also note, this happens with musicians. sigh, they are just sooo dreamy! i can’t help myself…
i know, seem somewhat juvenile to still be writing about this…but i feel that something has to be wrong with me? am i doing something wrong when i finally notice their flirting? maybe i should keep the aloofness.
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heck if I know. didn’t you somehow think that at this point we’d have the whole dating thing figured out? at least you notice – me, I have to be hit over the head with a blunt object before I even get that a guy is into me. so yeah, maybe it’s the aloofness… I read somewhere that denial is the great seductress, we always want what we (perceive that we) can’t have.
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on a side note, i miss being around musicians and (in a weird way) having crushes on them. just such a thrill to watch them perform.
Comment by blue— January 22, 2011 #